Friday, April 24, 2015

LOST OPPORTUNITY


POEM

Enroute to the city
it was the first time
he was meeting
her after their divorce.
Time went on
like snail’s pace 
without both of them
talking to each other
though they looked
asquint every now and then
suggesting their desire to talk to each other.
As always it was he
who broke the silence.
‘After we got separated
we are meeting the
first time.
Let’s share
our days in between’- curiosity overpowered him
she kept mum occasionally
smiling to the outside
world without answering.
‘What about you? –
she looked askance at him
without shedding the mocking smile.
‘I got married last year’-
he answered hanging his head.
he couldn’t face her
for a few minutes.
‘I remain unmarried
uptill now and don’t
want to have another
marital relationship not because
I loved you so much
but because I have to
look after our children’
-she cast that smiling
glance though with pain.
 He tried to recall the
faces of their children
the two pretty blooms
and remained silent for
a few minutes.
The feeling of guilt
was something he couldn’t bear.
Until they parted
bidding goodbye
they couldn’t talk to
each other and
stepping down the train
moved in opposite directions. 
Even in their life
together they were poles apart.
He was literally weeping  on recalling
the faces of their children
and earnestly yearned for seeing
them once in a while.
To his shock he couldn’t
ask her where she and
her children were
pulling their days together.
The lost opportunity was unlikely
to return again….
which would torment him

throughout his life…. 

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